Don't know why I could get so depress lately,
Maybe it all this stress I get since Secondary 1,
I was a study freak,
No matter how people call me,
I couldn't heard them or rather wanting to answer them,
Recently,felt distracted,
But don't know why?
I want to find out of what is the main thing that trigger it in my life,
Every time when I get flare up,
I cannot stop crying,
But rather it makes me more tired,
I just when on to facebook and put this in,
Don't no why,suddenly don't want to appeal for Biotechnology.Wanting to learn Mobile Unified Communication.Why?Why when I have this decision I suddenly felt a rage trying to blow off from me why? Seriously I need to see a overcome my depressiveness.
But really I wish I could have known how to solve it,
But listening to Mozart pieces let me calm down,
Maybe I should try the Classical music treatment myself,
By the way,
This year gonna end soon,
Brought alot of thing this vacation,
Total brought 2pairs of shoes,
5 pairs of jeans,
Reborn my hair,
And alot more,
But I want to change my emotional problem by this year,
I don't want to bring this rage to ITE and meet new friends,
Never mind post till here for today 
~sign off~*Flying Away*

Nian Ying
fell in love with music @ Wednesday, December 30, 2009