I wish that I could go back in time to change a lot of things,
It could be the best if time could roll back to the days I enjoy life,
It could be the best if I was just a baby,
I could just eat and sleep for my whole infant life,
If I cry,
My parents will just come and comfort me,
But now when I cry,
No one ever cares,
Most likely felt irritated,
But what can I do,
There was time,
I felt really helpless,
Had you ever try to suffer the pain and just keep others from knowing,
I do,
But there is just times that you could not help it,
But end up regretting what you had done,
There is a lot of things that I had regret,
Breaking my arm,
Not studying hard enough since young,
Not going to Secondary five,
And a lot more,
It could be the best if time could roll back and let me stop the suffering,
It's not the matter if I could or couldn't take the pain,
But the matter is sometimes,
Things really need to change,
Regret that I broke my hand,
In the weather like now,
Hand hurts,
Regret for not studying hard enough,
I have to suffer more now,
Regret for not going to Secondary 5,
Have to duel with the class now,
They might see that I am must difference when school reopens,
There is a lot of things I have regret,
But there isn't any help for regretting the choice you had make,
But instead,
Live life to the fullest,
Half a year seems to fly fast,
But what had I done,
Deteriorating my health,
And what else,
Do you ever think that what I want,
I could not resist it,
Anything that it wants to happen just happens,
And till now,
Any other want to help me,
Hell no,
Nobody understands the condition that I am under,
Nobody want to care about me,
Nobody want to help me,
Nobody want to listen that what I want to say,
And can you believe that Singapore is a democracy country,
Which have freedom of speech,
When someone does not want to listen,
No,
Do you think when others does not want to listen,
They want to help you,
Thing really makes a difference when someone lend a helping hand,
And yet I can't find one.
Maybe it's just fate.
fell in love with music @ Friday, July 02, 2010
