It has been a long time when I last blog,
Well thing isn't as successful as I thought,
On Thursday, I just have a fight with someone,
Is joking about one's stupidity an offence,
I see him staring blank and wanted to do something to make him laugh,
However he turned and scold me back,
I know it my fault but ya,
Can't you just turn and ask me to stop it,
Must you be so petty,
Please you are a guy,
And to tell you ya,
Your attitude sucks,
To say frankly,
Do you think that everyone like your "Busybody" attitude,
Most of us are just "friendly" that we did not shove you away,
But do you think I like it,
And do you know that you are just as irritating as my ex,
Please,
I know that you are cheerful,
But can you please think about the people around you,
And more of you doing this will turn into an anti-social object in class,
It my warning,
And oh ya,
Thursday during Entrepreneurship you just left without telling us,
Despite seeing us busy,
Can't you just tell us,
Don't you know that you are a free loader in the whole team,
Since you did not tell me about it,
I assume to kick you out without your acknowledgement,
But can't you see,
I am trying to be nice,
YOU DUMB ASS!
Opps!
The person mention above you know who yourself,
And sorry if I offend you or anything,
I just don't wanna say it in front as we are in a quarrel,
But seriously,
Get a life,
Can't you just be like Thinesh,
Accept it and keep quiet,
You are no fun ya,
Let divert this whole scenario to a new topic,
I mention about things didn't go well isn't it,
Oh ya,
I should just.....
Let the cat of of the bag,
My dad isn't feeling well now days,
I know his days are numbered,
But I am not trying to show my tears in-front of him,
Can I succeed,
I have no idea,
But there's some of the burdens that I must carry,
My dad health,
Financial needs,
Studies,
I can't hope to financial part as I want to complete on studies first before going out to work,
As I can't work with my dad health has worsen,
Well I can't reveal what my dad has gotten as there is some nose parker out there,
Well these are quite heavy and both of my shoulder can't take it,
Maybe I should just accept it and go on with life,
It's just fate that stuck on my family,
Well we will take on this toughness together as a family,
No matter what happen,
I hope that I will walk together with my dad till his last day of his life,
And no matter what his is my hero,
A hero that see me grown up,
Hold me up when I am falling,
A pillar that support me,
But however,
How I which that I could help him to lessen his pain,
Seeing him feeling unwell,
Just make my heartache,
But I wish all these suffering will stop,
Speaking of which,
There's another heroine in my life,
She's my mother,
And yes,
She did the same thing as my dad,
But no matter what,
I don't hate them,
All the caning and scoldings that they do,
Just make me more mature and sensible,
To say that,
No matter how sick they are,
I am willing to take care of them,
They really nurture me to a more sensible teen that compare to the others,
No saying that a lot of them are no sensible,
But all because of working parents,
They lack of family care,
Even though,
Both of my parents use to work,
That cause me to turn bad,
And what I did is just to get attention,
Telling you that I am lack of your love,
But however,
I will love you all no matter how bad you treat me,
Maybe that is just a heart of empathy that you guys taught me,
Learning to put others before self,
That all about my two heroes,
And well I don't have much to blog now,
Just want my two heroes to read at this and understand what is in my heart,
~~Byes
fell in love with music @ Saturday, November 27, 2010
