My beloved hero had gone,
Gone forever,
But he will always be in my heart always,
From the time I step on to this world,
He guided me along with his smile,
Just on the 20th,
He left this world,
He raise me up,
To tackle up all the difficulties that i will encounter in life,
He raise me up,
So I can stand on mountain,
He raise me up to walk on stormy sea,
Although he is no longer in this world,
He will be always in my family heart,
I just can't bear to leave him,
As he is my role model in life,
The moral he taught me,
Lead me to a better life,
The way he raise me up,
Lead me had a better education,
But why must he suffer in pain,
He was a good dad,
A hardworking and a dedicated man,
A faithful husband,
A caring father,
I just can't bear to leave him,
But everyone goes through life and death,
But why must death fall upon him when he is just 46 yrs old,
His age had not even hit half of the century,
Why can't he live for a few more years,
Just to see me married and bear children,
Why can't he stay to see me succeed in my education,
Just I don't understand why god have to take such a wonderful man away from me,
Just why he can't see me step into adulthood to pay my respect to him,
Why????
Why must I spend my Christmas this way,
Why can't I spend this very last Christmas with him,
Or rather to celebrate New Year,
But when I see him taking his very last breath,
My hearts hurts,
To see a hero die in front of me,
Why must a hero die in silent,
When he shouldn't be,
Hero dies in honor,
But why he can't stand up to fight,
But having a sight of it,
I just can't bear to leave him,
I think I should stop here,
Oh ya, Merry X'mas Everyone.
fell in love with music @ Saturday, December 25, 2010


