Everybody hates me,
I tell lies,
It's all because of you,
Give all the attention to HIM and not me,
Everything I do,
I am wrong,
Whatever he do is right,
What if I die first,
Or what if you need to save both of us in a very difficult situation,
You will still save your son right?
So nonetheless to say,
You are bias,
What makes me the way I am now?
Because you shower him with love, more than what you give me,
Whatever he doesn't know,
You ran to him and help him,
He get all the help,
ut I don't,
I am also your daughter you know,
Everything I do is to attract your attention,
Can't I?
The reason being I am jealous,
Since hero is gone,
I try to be good,
Trying to kick my habits of being lazy,
There is no harm on volunteering,
And you say I am busybodying,
You ask me to mind my own business other then doing other things,
To tell you,
Work is work,
Volunteering is Volunteering,
Both are two different things,
You can't get happiness from work,
Although you are paid,
But you still need to get scolded,
Volunteering is different,
By volunteering,
I am happier,
Cause I know how to give and take,
By the way,
Since when I saw him volunteering,
I could tell you none,
Volunteering is what school taught me,
Not you,
To tell you the truth,
I gain a lot from volunteering then your scolding,
All because I am dumb can?
Everytime,
When I does something right,
You scold me,
If I did it wrong,
I don't really mind,
Anything missing,
You find fault at me,
Why not think of me,
All because of your scolding,
I look down on myself,
Since hero is gone,
I was never happy,
My appearance might be,
But I have never put it down,
You never knows,
I treat hero as going for a holiday,
He will still eventually come back to us,
I am deceiving myself,
Just this morning,
I was ironing my clothes,
There is a twitch in the circuit,
It is me that I am wrong?
No right,
And the blame is on me again,
When I go out,
I did not tell you?
I took the initiative to do it okay?
Or do you want me to go back to the past?
Just go out all I want,
You ask me to run away from home that day,
Why bother to ask your son to call me?
Or rather,
Why bother to call me,
Since you ask me to do it,
I will do it,
Think that I wouldn't do it,
I will show you one day,
I cry because you bully me?
Nah,
I am thinking of hero,
I missed him,
Because every time,
He will try to shield from your scolding,
Or rather he chose not to scold,
You did try to shied me from that chair incident,
The only time you care for me is that time,
When I broke my hand,
Since when I am more independant,
You gave the undivided love to him,
Whenever he does something good,
You reward him,
But did you do that to me,
Seldom,
Because I am academic stupid,
You said I did not help him,
But you did not see it,
I tried to help him,
But he shove me away,
If you know this will happen,
Why bother to give birth to me?
Or just dump me into the bin instead,
Since you never love me,
Or whatever I say you don't believe,
Fine,
I will let you see it one day,
I succed because of my anger and I want to show it to hero,
And not because of you,
fell in love with music @ Friday, March 04, 2011
