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2011-04-24T22:05:00.000+08:00

I am damn unhappy right now.......
Everything I do is wrong....
Everything I do is unfair....
I know everything in life is unfair....
So what do you want me to do?
This is just volcano erupting....
Everything he achieve, you supported....
But what I do, do you even give a damn?
Just think for yourself....
Even the recent grand event....
I went to collect bursary in an award ceremony.....
Did you even go and support?
All you say you are busy with work...
Think of why out of the sudden I am so enraged.

2011-03-04T12:07:00.000+08:00

I am Stupid and useless,
Everybody hates me,
I tell lies,
It's all because of you,
Give all the attention to HIM and not me,
Everything I do,
I am wrong,
Whatever he do is right,
What if I die first,
Or what if you need to save both of us in a very difficult situation,
You will still save your son right?
So nonetheless to say,
You are bias,
What makes me the way I am now?
Because you shower him with love, more than what you give me,
Whatever he doesn't know,
You ran to him and help him,
He get all the help,
ut I don't,
I am also your daughter you know,
Everything I do is to attract your attention,
Can't I?
The reason being I am jealous,
Since hero is gone,
I try to be good,
Trying to kick my habits of being lazy,
There is no harm on volunteering,
And you say I am busybodying,
You ask me to mind my own business other then doing other things,
To tell you,
Work is work,
Volunteering is Volunteering,
Both are two different things,
You can't get happiness from work,
Although you are paid,
But you still need to get scolded,
Volunteering is different,
By volunteering,
I am happier,
Cause I know how to give and take,

By the way,
Since when I saw him volunteering,
I could tell you none,
Volunteering is what school taught me,
Not you,
To tell you the truth,
I gain a lot from volunteering then your scolding,
All because I am dumb can?

Everytime,
When I does something right,
You scold me,
If I did it wrong,
I don't really mind,
Anything missing,
You find fault at me,
Why not think of me,
All because of your scolding,
I look down on myself,

Since hero is gone,
I was never happy,
My appearance might be,
But I have never put it down,
You never knows,
I treat hero as going for a holiday,
He will still eventually come back to us,
I am deceiving myself,

Just this morning,
I was ironing my clothes,
There is a twitch in the circuit,
It is me that I am wrong?
No right,
And the blame is on me again,
When I go out,
I did not tell you?
I took the initiative to do it okay?
Or do you want me to go back to the past?
Just go out all I want,
You ask me to run away from home that day,
Why bother to ask your son to call me?
Or rather,
Why bother to call me,
Since you ask me to do it,
I will do it,
Think that I wouldn't do it,
I will show you one day,

I cry because you bully me?
Nah,
I am thinking of hero,
I missed him,
Because every time,
He will try to shield from your scolding,
Or rather he chose not to scold,
You did try to shied me from that chair incident,

The only time you care for me is that time,
When I broke my hand,
Since when I am more independant,
You gave the undivided love to him,
Whenever he does something good,
You reward him,
But did you do that to me,
Seldom,
Because I am academic stupid,
You said I did not help him,
But you did not see it,
I tried to help him,
But he shove me away,

If you know this will happen,
Why bother to give birth to me?
Or just dump me into the bin instead,
Since you never love me,
Or whatever I say you don't believe,
Fine,
I will let you see it one day,
I succed because of my anger and I want to show it to hero,
And not because of you,

2010-12-25T11:24:00.000+08:00

Spending both my Christmas in a very different way,
My beloved hero had gone,
Gone forever,
But he will always be in my heart always,
From the time I step on to this world,
He guided me along with his smile,
Just on the 20th,
He left this world,
He raise me up,
To tackle up all the difficulties that i will encounter in life,
He raise me up,
So I can stand on mountain,
He raise me up to walk on stormy sea,
Although he is no longer in this world,
He will be always in my family heart,
I just can't bear to leave him,
As he is my role model in life,
The moral he taught me,
Lead me to a better life,
The way he raise me up,
Lead me had a better education,
But why must he suffer in pain,
He was a good dad,
A hardworking and a dedicated man,
A faithful husband,
A caring father,
I just can't bear to leave him,
But everyone goes through life and death,
But why must death fall upon him when he is just 46 yrs old,
His age had not even hit half of the century,
Why can't he live for a few more years,
Just to see me married and bear children,
Why can't he stay to see me succeed in my education,
Just I don't understand why god have to take such a wonderful man away from me,
Just why he can't see me step into adulthood to pay my respect to him,
Why????
Why must I spend my Christmas this way,
Why can't I spend this very last Christmas with him,
Or rather to celebrate New Year,
But when I see him taking his very last breath,
My hearts hurts,
To see a hero die in front of me,
Why must a hero die in silent,
When he shouldn't be,
Hero dies in honor,
But why he can't stand up to fight,
But having a sight of it,
I just can't bear to leave him,

I think I should stop here,
Oh ya, Merry X'mas Everyone.

2010-12-14T02:41:00.000+08:00

It's 2.17am in the morning now and I can't sleep,
Despite having classes and project to be handed up tomorrow,
I just can't go to bed,
I am just worried for that someone,
Who is not just an ordinary father,
But someone who always do a lot more in my life,
As mention on my previous post,
He is none other then my dad,
A hero to me,
Although he does not speak much,
He still concern us a lot,
Needless to say with his current condition,
Everyone have a different way of caring,
But most will be spoil by their own parents,
Leading them to go astray,
Once in my life,
I used to picked up the wrong route,
But with the help of others,
Things turns around,
But he is one of them that does not give up on me,
However support me more then onlookers do,
To them, I am just a child in their eyes,
But within self,
You know that you had grown up day by day,
Knowing about what had to be done,
With my hero guiding me to the correct path,
Or rather to say,
He had paved the route for me,
To make me go to the correct path,
He showed me that true kinship and love can't be both by cash,
But shower with plenty of love and concern,
So what if you spend all the money you had,
But you cannot had your health back to the "safety" level,
There's no use,
However money could be earned back,
It just that life will be tough,
Life is just like a rocky mountain,
There will be obstacles that you need to overcome,
However, half a year had gone,
I still could not let go,
He is someone that is precious to me,
Even though I can't bear the pain he is having,
But every time,
Without fail, my mom will be on his side to take care of him,
But in my eyes to see my hero suffers,
And my mom to comfort him,
It's make my heartaches,

Today hero just came back from hospital,
And he had just gone back there,
Seeing all there discomfort,
I cannot bare to go to sleep,
Sleeping will not solve any problem,
But just escaping,
Although by escaping,
It's a good way to forget the problem,
But the best way is still,
Accepting it and care for it,

It's running late now,

Going to reach 3 am,
I better go back to bed now.

2010-11-27T17:55:00.000+08:00

Hi all,
It has been a long time when I last blog,
Well thing isn't as successful as I thought,
On Thursday, I just have a fight with someone,
Is joking about one's stupidity an offence,
I see him staring blank and wanted to do something to make him laugh,
However he turned and scold me back,
I know it my fault but ya,
Can't you just turn and ask me to stop it,
Must you be so petty,
Please you are a guy,
And to tell you ya,
Your attitude sucks,
To say frankly,
Do you think that everyone like your "Busybody" attitude,
Most of us are just "friendly" that we did not shove you away,
But do you think I like it,
And do you know that you are just as irritating as my ex,
Please,
I know that you are cheerful,
But can you please think about the people around you,
And more of you doing this will turn into an anti-social object in class,
It my warning,
And oh ya,
Thursday during Entrepreneurship you just left without telling us,
Despite seeing us busy,
Can't you just tell us,
Don't you know that you are a free loader in the whole team,
Since you did not tell me about it,
I assume to kick you out without your acknowledgement,
But can't you see,
I am trying to be nice,
YOU DUMB ASS!
Opps!
The person mention above you know who yourself,
And sorry if I offend you or anything,
I just don't wanna say it in front as we are in a quarrel,
But seriously,
Get a life,
Can't you just be like Thinesh,
Accept it and keep quiet,
You are no fun ya,

Let divert this whole scenario to a new topic,

I mention about things didn't go well isn't it,
Oh ya,
I should just.....
Let the cat of of the bag,
My dad isn't feeling well now days,
I know his days are numbered,
But I am not trying to show my tears in-front of him,
Can I succeed,
I have no idea,
But there's some of the burdens that I must carry,
My dad health,
Financial needs,
Studies,
I can't hope to financial part as I want to complete on studies first before going out to work,
As I can't work with my dad health has worsen,
Well I can't reveal what my dad has gotten as there is some nose parker out there,
Well these are quite heavy and both of my shoulder can't take it,
Maybe I should just accept it and go on with life,
It's just fate that stuck on my family,
Well we will take on this toughness together as a family,
No matter what happen,
I hope that I will walk together with my dad till his last day of his life,
And no matter what his is my hero,
A hero that see me grown up,
Hold me up when I am falling,
A pillar that support me,
But however,
How I which that I could help him to lessen his pain,
Seeing him feeling unwell,
Just make my heartache,
But I wish all these suffering will stop,
Speaking of which,
There's another heroine in my life,
She's my mother,
And yes,
She did the same thing as my dad,
But no matter what,
I don't hate them,
All the caning and scoldings that they do,
Just make me more mature and sensible,
To say that,
No matter how sick they are,
I am willing to take care of them,
They really nurture me to a more sensible teen that compare to the others,
No saying that a lot of them are no sensible,
But all because of working parents,
They lack of family care,
Even though,
Both of my parents use to work,
That cause me to turn bad,
And what I did is just to get attention,
Telling you that I am lack of your love,
But however,
I will love you all no matter how bad you treat me,
Maybe that is just a heart of empathy that you guys taught me,
Learning to put others before self,

That all about my two heroes,
And well I don't have much to blog now,
Just want my two heroes to read at this and understand what is in my heart,
~~Byes

2010-07-20T23:57:00.000+08:00

I am feeling sick,
Is my health deteriorating?
To speak frankly,
I am not sure,

Today got back to class,
Saw a lot of people crowding at Mdm Lai,
Thinking of some things that will happen,
New problems created?
Or maybe it just class test result,
Conclusion,
It was just class test result,
And what i could say is there is no turning back,
I could have done better,
Was quite shock when they say I get the top,
But I was really blur then,
Reason being,
I was feeling unwell,
I was thinking of Jun Hao or whoever might done it better then me,
Wasn't expected the outcome,

Few weeks ago,
Wanted to go back to the hospital for a checkup,
While waiting for mom,
I went on and collect my YOG uniform,
Arrived late at the clinic and it's close,
Need to wait till 3rd of August,
Recently,
Abdomental pain kills me,
Thus lead me to a state that I felt like vomiting,
Why should I get the torture now,
To stay better when I am dead,
Life should be relaxing,
Nevermind,
It's late anyway,
Should go to bed now.
Good Night all

2010-07-02T17:06:00.000+08:00

Looking back at my secondary school photos,

I wish that I could go back in time to change a lot of things,

It could be the best if time could roll back to the days I enjoy life,

It could be the best if I was just a baby,

I could just eat and sleep for my whole infant life,

If I cry,

My parents will just come and comfort me,

But now when I cry,

No one ever cares,

Most likely felt irritated,

But what can I do,

There was time,

I felt really helpless,

Had you ever try to suffer the pain and just keep others from knowing,

I do,

But there is just times that you could not help it,

But end up regretting what you had done,

There is a lot of things that I had regret,

Breaking my arm,

Not studying hard enough since young,

Not going to Secondary five,

And a lot more,

It could be the best if time could roll back and let me stop the suffering,

It's not the matter if I could or couldn't take the pain,

But the matter is sometimes,

Things really need to change,

Regret that I broke my hand,

In the weather like now,

Hand hurts,

Regret for not studying hard enough,

I have to suffer more now,

Regret for not going to Secondary 5,

Have to duel with the class now,

They might see that I am must difference when school reopens,

There is a lot of things I have regret,

But there isn't any help for regretting the choice you had make,

But instead,

Live life to the fullest,

Half a year seems to fly fast,

But what had I done,

Deteriorating my health,

And what else,

Do you ever think that what I want,

I could not resist it,

Anything that it wants to happen just happens,

And till now,

Any other want to help me,

Hell no,

Nobody understands the condition that I am under,

Nobody want to care about me,

Nobody want to help me,

Nobody want to listen that what I want to say,

And can you believe that Singapore is a democracy country,

Which have freedom of speech,

When someone does not want to listen,

No,

Do you think when others does not want to listen,

They want to help you,

Thing really makes a difference when someone lend a helping hand,

And yet I can't find one.

Maybe it's just fate.

2010-06-21T02:37:00.000+08:00

Utterly disappointed with someone,
My old days are back,
Being back stabbed,
And no one want to give a helping hand,
Shall I be back to the days when i was back in secondary school,
To concentrate on my studies and not have fun,
Or to play and leave my studies to one corner,
Did a lot of thinking and felt that i shouldn't let bully on their run,
I must confront them instead,
But how am I going to change my freaking attitude,
To speak frankly,
I need to be modest,
I cannot show my side of being proud,
I cannot let myself be racist to others anymore,
But just to think of,
Why does so many things turn against me,
To speak the truth,
I need to stop everything that turn against myself,
I need to work to achieve a better grades,
But what I said would turn empty if i does not apply them,
Or rather just acted out,
I do not want to make empty promises,
Or rather I want to do what i could,
To serve by nature,
But to serve,
It not an easy stuff,
Neither to lead,
I had gotten myself to learn from what's right and what's wrong,
What I should do and what I shouldn't,
Everything you do might not start out right,
But does not mean every steps you take prove yourself wrong,
To me a lot of things turn into different form of theory,
But to say the truth,
I had experience way more bullying cases that happen,
Cases that happen to only me,
But I must not give up my life,
I must treat their word as a form to improve only myself,
To improve a better me,
I might be pushed easily,
But I must learn how to tackle it,
Every moment to me does mean something to me,
But this is what I done to make myself unforgivable,
But yes,
I do not harm anyone,
Neither wish that anyone would harm me,
I am a highly sensitive person,
I cried a lot when people hurt me,
Be it verbally or physically,
It's true that I am soft-hearted,
But what I gain from is,
There are no true friends,
Or rather friends you make are not forever,
On the road toward growth,
Some might be your foes,
Some might want to be with you for advantages,
The only true friends are those who cares for you,
Lend you a listening pair of ears,
Correct you when you are wrong,
What true friends does are meant for your good,
They do not harm you,
But in the process some might leave you,
I might have negative thinking but I know what I am speaking about,
All those words came with experience,
It's just to say or not to say,
But to speak the fact,
I had confronted a lot of people to turn good,
Only few are willing to,
But this came with a mindset to be good or not,
And to me,
In my life,
There is no try,
But only must,
Every time,
When the word try came to my mouth,
I would not do it,
But when the with the word must,
I will do it,
Even I know that thing might fail,
I know every failure leads to experience,
And experience leads to success,
I might keep everything to myself,
But instead,
I want to blog it down,
To show that I had encounter before,
But to sum up,
Living things have feelings,
It need not to be a pleasant one,
But everything will be added into memories,
Every words might not be the same,
But it might be similar,
But it does not meant that one can be bully,
Everything add up to hatred,
I might not know when am I hurting someone,
But you might try and stop me directly,
I don't mind,
I need to pull up myself,
Not to be easily blown by the winds,
I must concentrate on what I do,
And don't get distracted,
I have a dream to make myself a better one.

2010-06-20T17:17:00.005+08:00

Been long since I've blog,
I know it had been dead,
And now I am here to revive it,
Just came back from BLAZE Camp 4 days ago,

The first day :
Reported at Tampines ITE Lifeskill Studio,
Did Icebreaker,
Human Bingo,

Then had leadership theory,
Chapter 1 : Developing a Personal Philosophy of Leadership,
This Chapter tells us about the characteristics of effective leadership,
and establish personal leadership philosophy based on self-awareness enhancement,
Leader such as Minister Mentor, Lee Kuan Yew,
Singapore first President, Mr Yusof Bin Ishak,
Former Foreign Affairs Minister, Mr S.Rajaratnam,
Founder of Lee Foundation, Lee Kong Chian,
Secretary-General, Mr Kofi Annan,
And not to forget, Mother Theresa,
Every person I've mention here,
Have each unique qualities,

As for Minister Mentor, Lee Kuan Yew,
His Leadership Philosophies are:
Able and honesty make a good upright leader,
Leaders must be tough-minded,
Corruption is not the way,
Determination breeds success,
A leader is aware and informed of our country's fundamental vulnerability,
Leaders are dedicated,

Our first President, Mr Yusof Bin Ishak,
His Leadership Philosophies are:
A leader has integrity,
Lead with high moral principles,
Always be steadfast,
A leader is honest,
Lead with dignity,
Be confident in everything you do,

Our Former Foreign Affairs Minister, Mr s.Rajaratnam,
His Leadership Philosophies are:
A leaders should be visionary,
United we stand,divided we fall,
A leader is righteous,
Always do the right thing, Not a popular things,
Nation above self,
A leader must be strong-willed,

Founder of Lee Foundation , Mr lee Kong Chian,
His Leadership Philosophies are:
Simplicity breeds humility,
Education is the key to success,
We do not owe people a living,
A leader is driven and energetic,
Always be generous and help the poor,
Never be afraid of failure,

Secretary-General, Mr Kofi Annan,
His Leadership Philosophies are:
Diplomacy not war,
Learn to listen to others,
Lead by example,
Lead with right values,
Leading by serving,
A leader has accountability,

And lastly, Not to forget Mother Theresa,
Her Philosophies are:
Others above self,
Leaders are faithful,
Give more, ask less,
Love one another,
Peace and not violence,
Help the poor.

For all of the leaders that I've mention above,
I admire there attitude and what they believe in,
All of them put others before self,

After the introduction of each leaders,
We were ask to do an activity,
Of which kind of leader are you,
Two theory, X and Y,
For people who fall under theory X,
-People are lazy, avoiding work
-Need to be supervised closely,
-Shirk responsibility,
-Lack of ambition,
-Value job security above other job related factors
For people who fall under theory Y,
-Work is satisfying and nature for workers,
-Freedom to let them work,
-People will seek out and accept responsibility,
-Creativity and seek opportunity to do creative work
And guess which theory i fall under :p .

The next activity was to choose five values,
Of all values,
I chose Faith,Dedication,Health,Knowledge and Success,
And at the end I chose dedication,
Reason is,
Dedication to me is important,without it,everything you do in the team or rather the team will fall within themselves,Thus by believing dedication,everyone is committed in their work.

"Good Leaders make people feel that they're at the very heart of things,not the periphery " Warren G Bennis

Traits of Dynamic Leaders:
- Self-knowledge
- Value feedback
- Eager to learn and improve
- Great asker and listener
- Risk-taker
- Curious
- Learn from adversity
- Balance tradition and change
- Open style
- Proud to serve as a mentor and model
- Work well with system interpersonally.

Then we had lunch,
After lunch we move on to Chapter Two:
Understanding Ethical Leadership,
In this Chapter we learn about,
What are the element of ethical leadership,
Impact of ethical behavior has on effective leadership,
And Personal ethical priorities,

Definition of ethics: How we act or what we do,Our methods of functioning and how we apply our moral is our ethical behavior.Ethics are applications.

Definition of morals:A personal philosophy based on the ability to know right from the wrong.What we believe about right and wrong affects out thinking and shapes our character traits.

Hence,ethics are not moral. They outgrowth morality. Ethics represent actions based on a concept of right and wrong.

"The leader's first task is to be the trumpet that sounds a clear sounds"Peter Drucker

Then we when to Bukit Batok Home team NS for our camp,
When we arrive there,
The teachers say that they put 30 people per room,
We check in and for us, girls it's alright,
We prepare had dinner and when for treasure hunt,
When back from the HDB estate and had our sleep at around 1a.m.

Second day:
Had Breakfast competition,
Then our leaders get to wash our feet,
I know most of you will say will it's stink,
Or you will ask,
Why are your doing this,
This is just part of our Chapter 3:
Leading by Serving,
Or to rephrase it,Servant Leadership,
A servant-leader:
-Devotes himself to serve the people he leads by focusing on meetings their needs
-Develops employees to bring out the best in them
-Coaches others and encourages their self expression
-Facilitate personal growth in all who work with him
-Listens and build a sense of community
Qualities of great servant leader:
-Ability to listen and understand
-Ability to articulate a mission
-Ability to withdraw and reorient oneself
-Acceptance of and empathy with people and situation they encounter
-Ability to create and build caring individuals whose first obedience is to the welfare of other rather than own self-interest.

And to me a servant leader is to learn to serve first,not to learn to lead first.They put other's before self.What they do are not for recognition,but is the benefit of others who need help.

After that we had lunch,
And then our final theory:
Articulating a vision,
A theory where we learn to make a vision of what we believe in,
"Where there is no vision,the people perish"The book of Proverbs

We were discussing about our night performance,
Then our dinner,
Then the theme party,
We had our wonderful night,

Third day:
Had breakfast,
When to MOE Changi camp for rafting and kayaking,
Our group is the second group to complete,
Didn't go for kayaking,
Was resting for Thursday as I need to get my report =P
Break Camp,

When to KFC with Loewe my kor and Dan Rui my jie
We were joking and had dinner there,
Then when home at 8.30 p.m.

Thursday:
When to hospital,
Doctor suspect Kidney stone,
Arrange for CT Scan on Friday,

Yesterday:
When for Hui Shan Advanced Birthday party,

Going for Dinner,
Logging off~

2010-05-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

Failure is a milestone to success,
Without failure,
How does a baby learn to walk,
Without tries,
How does a person learn to talk,
Without practices,
How does a person be perfect on his work,
Failure is just a part of our life,
No matter a happy ones,
A sad ones,
A fruitful ones,
And those unforgeable times,
You might just be remorseful and forget about everything,
No matter work,
And relationship,
You will just screw up everything,
But your life will be not a good ones,
You will regret what you have done,
You will ponder why does god do this to you,
But it's just heaven wills,
You cannot change it,
Unless you change the way you think,
But by changing it and not acting about it,
It will just become a trash,
But when a person meets failure,
No matter what happen they tries to pick themselves up,
But sometimes,
It's plainly just temptation could destroy the system,
Temptations just as games,
Mainly are the distraction for things to succeed,
When distractions happens,
Thing would not work well,

I will just continue this if I had time.

2010-05-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

Today was a crazy day,
Filming crazily.
Crazy People,
And it's fun,
Reach school about 0730hrs
Went up to the library and meet up my juniors,
And not to forget the actors,
Desmond starts the camera rolling by doing his first stroke,
Follow by us,
Soon Chuan use the spray paint and spray white for the clouds,
Farhanah and Calvin then paint the darker green,
On the same scene,
We had fights with colors,
In the midst of having fun,
Calvin and Farhanah were attacked by us,
It's time for revenge,
It's my turn to paint the mural,
And they attacked us,
I was all wet after that happened,
BJ painted the darker shade of the sky,
Soon we painted the buildings,
I painted it gold,
And other's painted it with different colors,
And soon the windows were added,
We were splashing colored water then,
The painters were splash too,
And BJ brought a bench from the canteen and seat in front of the building,
His hands were painted white as the girls traced out the outline,
Calvin painted the others white from what the girls had outlined,
And they drew people of different races,
In the midst there were face painting,
And slowly,
The painting was done,
And it's time to pack up,
And we left the school.
Got to sleep now,
Byes

2010-04-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

This is what happen today,
Went for lesson in the morning,
And released at 12 noon,
Had lunch in school,
And saw sec 2 student from my secondary school,
Left school at 12.45 pm,
Then head to the police post,
Rui Yang wanted to report for losing his donation care,
Whole thing ended at 1.40 pm,
Train to Bishan and change to Red line,
While the others go to Kovan for bowling and billiard,
Reach Sembawang and saw my sec 4 classmates,
Then my grand daughter,
Reach back gate,
But intend to go in by the front,
Exchange my IC with a Visitor pass,
Went up to the library using the lift,
Thought no one there and called Calvin,
Went in to the library and saw them,
Summarizing my notes while Mr Levin is teaching,
Then watch a part of Avatar,
Then the CCA ended for the sec 1s,
Paint the wooden board white,
For the sake of the juniors and the Racial Harmony competition,
Ended and went to Macdonald with Calvin and Miss Peh,
Had a nice chat with them,
Train back to Admiraty with Miss Peh,
Reach home,
Now still summarizing notes.
Byes~

2010-04-21T23:04:00.000+08:00

School had been quite okay ya,
Just a quick post before I go to bed,
Today was having theory for Wireless Network and Practical for Fundamental of Unified Communication,
Just a quick summary of Unified Communication,
Meaning if Unified means everything join together,
And communication wise,
Yeah you know,
Talking;video conferencing and so on,
So this module (FUC) is about Unified Communication,
No K added in,
So please do not think of that,
Okay back to the topic,
For Practical today,
We have to fabricate our on RJ45 Cable,
Yeah it is just a LAN cable ya,
It is just a name given to it,
Most of as failed it on the first try,
I am not in the exception,
My 4th pair does not work for the first try,
For my second try none work,
When ahead for my third try,
It works,
But my 8th pair is unstable,

For those that still doing it,
It's okay to fail,
We all learnt from failure,
And change to the better,
Should end there and go to bed instead.
Night guys~

2010-04-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

It's my 70th post,
First week of school have been fun,
Lionel is in my class after 5 years from primary,
It's fate perhaps,
Never mind about that,
I make new friends too,
Junhao;Danial;Weijie and much more,
Super nice people,
There's 36 in my class,
1 Indian and 3 Malay,
Out of the 3 Malay,
Of of them is a guy,
And of course the Indian one is also a guy,
Okay not meant to be racist huh,
Should blog about the 5 days of Orientation in school,

1st day: Ice Breaking,School Tour and 'Welcome Talk',
2nd day: A talk and nothing much,
3rd day: Did not go school,was told by the teacher
4th day: Was late for school,midway of the talk then i get in to the hall,before that saw my secondary and talk to my secondary 2 form teacher.
5th day a.k.a today : Went to school and do admin stuff, Section Head came and talk to us,release at about 12.30pm, went to Tampines SAFRA and had lunch, rush to school for "special lesson",end at 4pm joined junhao they all for bowling and billiard.

And today there is one mad man in the bus,
I think he's a Thai,
And once warded in Institution of Mental Heath(IMH),
The way we speak he do not seems to understand,
Guess what,
He thinks that we speaks in Japanese,
He even insult my classmate,
Totally unbearable,
The whole bus is polluted with his voice,
It's damn irritating,
Our discussion start about him only when he alight the bus,
Regretted for not recording it down,
It's damn funny okay.
Should stop here,
Bye~

2010-04-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

Went out on Saturday with my P6 classmate,
Watched Clash of the titan with them,
Had dinner with them,
And took tones of photo,
Photos are on facebook,
So if you want to view them,
Please go to facebook,
Waited at Woodlands,
Saw Amalyna and Rupin,
Went off,
Shazreen Smsed and asked to wait for him at yishun,
Then came Afza and another girl came,
Train to Dhoby Ghaut,
Waited for the rest,
Ramsey was at arcade,
Came Seri,Rinna then the others.
Movie was watch at The Cathay,
And had dinner at Vivo rooftop,
Get to enjoy the view of RWS,
Movie rating 3.0/5.0,
Don't really like it because of the motion,
Too much action ya,
Main character;Perseus was a half god and a half human,
As a son of Zeus,
He need to save Heaven,
But Zeus brother,
Hades wants to rule the earth instead,
So he betrayed Zeus,
But Perseus was a fisherman when he was young,
He was adopted by a fisherman,
Who is found with her mom(The Queen),
The King wanted to kill both of them but Perseus survived,
Better not say more,
I will ruined the movie ya,
More information,
Watch the movie yourself,
Note: It's the best you watch in 3D.
We had Long John Silver for Dinner,
Went up to the roof to eat because there are too much people,
On our way back,
We took 966 back to woodlands,
And walk back home together,
We made to much noise on the bus,
Sorry to those who felt irritated,
Gotta sign off~

2010-04-01T12:17:00.000+08:00

It's April fool's day,
A new month have begun,
New goals,
New destinies,
Goals such as I must do well in the new term,
3 months have gone,
Time really flies fast,
It's not easy to stay on,
Especially those who are taking their National exam,
Tonnes of homework much be done,
They are piling up like mountains,
Thinking of the time preparing for N'Level,
It's pretty busy then,
Hoping that could be the same now,
I am freaking bored,
Bored of doing nothing,
And sleep,
That was my daily routine,
Sleep,eat,play,bath,play,sleep,
Life is really meaningless,
I really regret for not going to Secondary 5,
But instead I go for Higher Nitec,
Hope that life in actual course will be better,
I am updating my blog now because I have nothing better to do,
Can I count today as an unlucky day?
I've cut my left middle finger,
It's hurt,
Blood spur out incessantly,
Nothing more to write now,
Should stop here,
Bye~

2010-03-29T07:45:00.000+08:00

It's been long since I last blog,
I know my blog has been dead for weeks,
Blame me for not updating,
Okay,
Freaking miss my primary school friends,
And yes,
I will get to meet some of my primary six classmate,
But there is one people I wish to avoid,
My ex-boyfriend,
Have been humiliating him a lot,
I am sorry,
It have been my habits to you,
But true to say we could not continue our relationship,
So stop bugging me for a patch will you,
I do not have the special feeling that I used to have,
Especially with you now days,
Even with a patch,
Things will be totally different,
Maybe we have been parted for too long,
But we can still be friend right?
You don't have to wait for me,
You can find other's,
But I know the feeling is different,
So will you?

Okay enough of that,
Let's talk about the holiday
The past week have been rotting,
Spending my time sleeping and playing,
And yes,
Spending my Friday and Saturday in Malaysia,
Was having BBQ at my 5th aunt house,
Reach her house at around 8.30 p.m,
Had dinner there and played with my younger cousins,
After they left,
Stay there till 4 a.m,
Took a taxi to 4th aunt house,
And slept till 3+p.m,
Had lunch and took one of my cousin opposite aunt's house,
For gachapons and stuff,
Brought Wallpapers and went back home,
Reach home around 10 p.m,
Went out for dinner with mom and dad,
Bro doesn't want to tag along,
So left him along at home,
Shall stop all this crap,

I really look forward to end this holiday,
And yes,
Feeling excited to meet my dear P6 classmates,
It's been 4 years,
Hope that reunion will be a good one,
And life without PSP suck,
What happen was it suddenly change into an original firmware,
Freaking need a Pandora Battery now,

I am officially short of cash,
Not entertainment,
Life in holiday without anything to do sucks,
How is wish there will be assignment,
Or even textbook for me to read in advance,
So I might be able to get a GPA of 4.
Should stop blogging and find something to do now,
Bye~

2010-03-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

It been two days since my arm hurt again,
Arghh can't bear again,
The idoitic non-stop pain,
Wanting to go back for my check-up now,
The numbest on my finger sucks,
The pain sucks,
Stupid nerve problem,
Can't even make have my strenght to preservere,
Eww can feel the numbest again,
Blame on myself for that stupid fall that i had,
The stupid operation that cut the nerve,
Nowadays causing alot of problem,
It's more than expected,
Hate myself for falling 10 years ago,
Causing alot of problem now and there,
Can't even cry infront of somebody because of the pain,
Later they thought that they had bully me again,
They do not feels the pain,
As they do not have a bad fall like mine yet,
Sign,
Why can't people but themself into other people shoes and feels the pain,
Seriously I don't want them to have the same fate as mine,
As in they fall of what so ever,
But why does the fate falls onto me,
The unlucky one,
True that there is a saying as not everyone is prefect,
Everyone had their flaws,
Oh ya,
Speaking of prefect and imprefect,
Yesterday watched a programme called World's Oldest Conjoined Twins,
It's about this pair of twins that is of age 57,
Since from when they were babies,
They were joined together,
They only have 1 stomach and one anus joined together,
But they wanted to have they own partner,
But with only one genital,
How are they going to differentiate they own babies,
But however they can't,
Back to the topic about my hand,
Sign can't stand or understand the system of my hand at the current state,
There is no cure,
Sigh what Should I do,
Even X-ray or other things don't show the problem,
Even when for nerve test,
No problem,
Even went to the chinese physician,
Can't help,
I am totally hopless now,
What could I do,
Even chopping of my arm won't help,
Should I just fix on a subsitute of this hand and chop this hand off,
But knowing that when I chop off my arm,
People will want to understand me,
I do not want them to care so much on me,
Neither want them to treat me as god,
I rather to be treat as no one,
Then being someone,
Being a human just lead to fight and stuff,
I rather remain silent,
I rather not stay on the earth,
But thinking of the more less fortunate people,
Like those in Haiti,
I felt that I should be happy living in Singapore now,
Even though it just the pain that I had,
Can't compare to them,
People in Africa suffers from hunger,
But do I,
No I don't,
But I just can't think of all those crap that I am suffering now,
It's up to god,
What he want to do to us,
We can't change the fate that god gave us,
But strive on it to achieve a better one,
So I cannot blame those that is less fortunate than me now,
Just strive in my studies,
Be it O'Level or ITE examination,
I just do my best in everything,
I just do not care if you hate me or anything,
I just do not want to care much about it now,
All I want is focus on my studies,
And carry-on at whatever challenge that is coming on to me,
Being a nobody isn't bad at all,
Despite at my strict looking face,
I might look firece but i won't eat you up,
But I don't actually like to critise other on my blog,
On my blog,
It's all about my life,
No about other's,
I don't care if their life suck or what,
It's still thier life,
It isn't mine,
What is it that I care about them,
Or even concern about them,
Or they do not feels that people just only want to give them just the concern that does not want anything in return,
No Motive,
And just because you are my brother,
I just want to share something with you,
Even if you don't care,
Or even act as if you care,
I just want to nuture you,
Seeing you day by day,
Can't I?
Days pass by and when on,
The meaning of life means to enjoy it,
Not to torture it,
Being your sister,
I just want to tell you I care about you,
And of course I know likewise,
But can't we just share eerything between us and no one?
I should stop here bah.
Sign off~~

2010-03-06T15:44:00.000+08:00

Okay back from camp three days ago,
My group was super fun,
Group 6&7 combine,
Instructor/Coaches were Sabir,Faiz,Mash and Jere,
Sorry if I spell it wrong,
Overall food was alright,
The place is NSRCC,
Where is it?
It's near ECP,
Around area G there
Our stay there was comfortable,
With air-con,bed and the upper floor,
With television and sofa at the 1st floor,
There a kitchen too,
With two bathroom on the 1st and the 2nd floor,
Okay enough about introducing the place,
Let talk about was are the things that done there,

1st day:
Reach school at 7.30am,
Went to auditorium for briefing,
Was divided into different group,
Given T-shirt and asked to changed,
Do some Ice-breaking,
Took bus to NSRCC,
Had lunch,
Had game,
Bath,
Check in to our room,
Had dinner,
When over to the boy's bunk to watch Cool Running,
Debrief,
Went to sleep,

2nd day:
Woke up,
Had breakfast,
When to ECP for amazing race,
Walk from 10m-1pm,
Had lunch,
Played game,(water bomb)
My team reach first,
Became pirate,
Game over,
Sabotage the Coach with sea water,
Being sabotage with seaweed by Sabir,
Went back bunk to bath,
Help the boy's to clean up
Decorate and discuss what to perform,
Had dinner,
Buffet, quite okay after all,
Perform and present our bunk,
Since our group was the last,
We were making chaos out of it,
Sabir and a guy(forgot his name) were using the thing for water aerobics to fight,
Then Sabir smack the thing,
It was super loud,
Just nice the GOH walk pass,
Going to the other bunk,
Was ask to kept quite,
No choice,
Since Sabir is a National Hockey player,
He wants to show his strength,
Finally the GOH came,
Sat in neat row to welcome them,
Our Dikat Barat started,(don't know how to spell)
Super loud,
Finish,
Went out to watch the Coach perform,
Debrief,
Watch some kind of ghost story in boy's bunk,
It's was free time,
Then go back sleep,

3rd day:
Woke up,
Bath,
Pack,
Went over boy's bunk,
Clean up,
Had breakfast,
Slack,
Then take bus to Bishan,
Took Mrt home,

Yesterday,
Was released from school an hour earlier,
Shopped at Tampines 1 with Teck Hui and Guan Yu,
Went back to Secondary School to collect N'Level cert,
Saw Calvin and some junior,
Went to Sembawang Shopping Centre with them,
Went to Splash Park,
Walk to Jelutong CC,
Went to Canberra park,
Slack and went home,
~Sign off~~

How to get up, eat breakfast and get ready for work in 5 mins!

2010-02-27T00:04:00.001+08:00

2010-02-22T15:33:00.002+08:00

I am super angry now,
Stupid people just like to comment on people in a super stupid topic,
Please I am very sensitive to relationship type of topic,
Just because I broke up with my ex-boyfriend a few month ago,
And how am I ready to start on new relationship with the other guys,
And can you please stop it,
You just doesn't know how it feels when you broke up with someone whom you love,
And though the person whom you love just back stab you every time you patch with him,
Seriously you won't,
You don't even felt the pain before,
Yes,
It me that dump him,
But you know the pain of dumping him that I am had?
Obviously NO,
And now you suspected me with another guy?
Well as I told you I am not going to any relationship now,
I just cannot get over it,
And I am not going back to him once and for all,
It just because I do not want a life that lead me to sadness,
And please stop your rubbish from all those crap,
And to tell you the truth,
I only get along well with guys,
Not girls,
Because I can relate well with boys than girls,
They always understand my topical issues more than you do,
So can you please Shut The Hole Up,
Whatever you say,
I am not going to withhold the nonsense you did,
Especially me,
Abandon me just to talk about gossip,
Go ahead,
I got better things to do than gossip,
Without you guys,
I will never die,
I might as well become a loner than be with you guys,
I am not a person who will die from loneliness,
Yes though the fact that you actually talk behind my back,
I do have a soft and a hard side,
It just that you did not see it in school,
But you will see it one day,
It just that I did not show you my true side,
The side you see currently is a soft side,
And remember everyone got a limit in temperament,
Once it gone off limit,
Anything could happen,
Okay I don't get it into a fight,
But it will goes under taunting,
Okay back to class,
Back to my happy side,
Back to how I am suppose to be in the morning,
Chirpy and Happy,
Signing Off now~

2010-02-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

It the 5th day of Chinese New Year,
Very soon it is going to be the 6th day,
Time flies fast whenever we are enjoying,
Went for English today and it is relatively alright,
Started off with oral for today,
And I went to the wrong Campus,
Actually no,
Because Miss Tham ask 3 of us,
Justin,Brandon and me to stay for the English at Tampines today,
From next week onward,
I need to report at Bishan for the O'level class,
I felt it worth it as I personally does not need to pay for the class,
As it is totally free,
But after the teacher who is suppose to "relief" us explain that,
We the DHN (Direct Higher Nitec) belong to the Bishan group,
Or rather to say it's under Bishan group,

Relatively,
I am still in the Chinese New Year Mood,
Because I have no mood to study due to the festival,
Ang Pao (Red Packets) are welcome,
This was what happen during the eve and the 3 day of break that I had,
On the eve was having reunion dinner at home,was having steamboat,
On the 1st day went to grandma house,
On the 2nd day everyone (cousins,aunties,uncles and grandma),
From my dad side came to my house for reunion dinner,
Was having steamboat and Yu Sheng,
And time to answer the people in my class,
The questions were "Why do you bandage your hand?",
Or rather "what happen to your elbow?"
The answer is I fell down when having a basketball match,
With my brother and his friend,
Anyway it wasn't that bad,
Just bandage it in case the "plaster" drop,
The thing that was funny was they actually gotten a "curse" when I fell down,
None of them could score a single shot,
After scoring 5 shot,
I decided to go home,
Okay back to the topic,
I think that should answer some of the questions,
On the 3rd day went to Yishun to meet my mom friends,
Had lunch,went shopping,and went home,
But sadly,
There were no Ang Bao on the 2nd day onwards,
Hope that there will be more coming to the way,
That all that I will updated!
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2010-02-08T23:40:00.000+08:00

New updates,
Sorry for not blogging so long,
Been busy and lazy to blog,
Tomorrow is Tuesday,
Time for Rhythm and Beats,
Hope to have fun tomorrow,
Okay updates,
I get into O'Level English class this year,
Yeah! Time for me to work hard and succeed,
2 weeks before,
Went to Kampong Glam,
Walk to Bugis,
For the Amazing Race thing,
Walk for 2 hours,
Last Wednesday,
Having In-Line Skating in School when we where having Sport and Wellness,
Last Thursday,
Went to Pulau Ubin and picked rubbish,
Went for Sensory Trail,
Had lunch with Jeremy at Changi,
But beach cleaning isn't that boring after all,
Found lots of Strange stuff to clean up,
Lots of Bottles,Glass Fragments,etc.,
Saw Gas Tank and stuff after all,
Strange right,
Heard that rubbish do not come from Singapore,
But comes from ship that do not want to pay taxes,

Okay come back to today,
Having Project Runway Stuff,
Designed a jacket and a dress,
Done by my group,
Maths do Angles,
Proud to say I have finish the worksheet in less than an hour,
I think,
That all for now
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2010-01-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

It's officially my 60th post,
Today WEB was on Dreamweaver MX,
Lesson was easy to understand as teacher's step by step teaching was slow,
Then break for 2hrs,
After that was having Art Appreciation,
As I mention in my earlier post,
I chose Rhythm and Beats,
The Instructor let us choose what we want to play,
There a Cajon,Metal bin,Plastic bin,Cow bell, Ago go Bell and more,
I chose Cajon,
It was like a box with snare drum,
But it was played like normal drum,
So go on with the history and so on,
Haha I am the only girl that play Cajon,
Because the instructor had warn the girls including me,
Those wearing Skirt were suggest not to play the Cajon,
As you know can see there undies,
Because the top of the Cajon is meant to be seated,
So seat on it for the first half of the lesson,
It was quite a new experience to seat on a drum,
So continue on,
Just learn the 8 beat,
the really basic,
But u like the ending part,
That is,
Shut up,and let me go,
Cool right,
When you go with the rhythm is like when you play Mario,
The starting part,
Today lesson was so freaking cool,
Totally enjoy it.
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2010-01-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

Guess what?
I have make my decision,plan and theme for the year 2010,
The theme is play less work more,
Doesn't mean i not gonna to play,
But concentrate on my studies more,
And what I thought was,
Even though I am in ITE right now,
Life still goes on,
Every failure,
Is the path road to success,
So no matter where I am now,
I am so going to improve myself,
And study for a better life,
Oh ya,
Speaking of decision making,
I have decided to take up O'Level English this year,
Not going to take up O'Level Maths as to take a break right now,
And whats more,
ITE only allow us to take up only 1 O'level,
So I going to try to overcome my phobia of failing English,
Now for the plan for this year,
Speaking of play less work more,
I really meant it,
So JiaYi,
Don't blame me now for not going out with you to have fun,
And this is for your good,
Because you must strive and go up to Higher Nitec with me okay?
I will try to help you in studies as and when I could,
And Jolene,
When I concentrate in class,
Do not disturb me,
I am trying to get the GPA of 4,
So do not disturb,
And so for my English,
I will try to buck up on my speaking and essay,
Because that was my main problem in English,
As for play,
I will,
When I need a break from studying,
Okay back to the main world now,
Morning, took 969 to Tampines,
Switch to 65 to school,
Shall not mention was I do in school once I reach,
Was having lesson on Photoshop version 6 i think,
Then when to Tampines Mall, Long John Silver to have lunch,
Because I win and cannot decide where to go,
Took bus back to school for Lifeskill Lesson,
Happened in the Auditorium,
Get to choose between Pop Vocal,Beats and Rhythm,Drama,Bollywood Dance and Graffiti,
Chose Beat and Rhythm instead,
Took 168 back to Woodlands with Jolene,
Took a Train to Yio Chu Kang,
Transfered to bus 72,
Stop at Ang Mo Kio ITE,
Find JiaYi,HuiShan,Hidaya and HuiShan gan lao gong,
Should not say what was going on as it is boring,
After that from Ang Mo Kio ITE walk to Yio Chu Kang,
Then walk back home,
Should stop blogging and go for my dinner now,
Byes~
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2010-01-11T22:52:00.001+08:00

Today was the release of the O'Level result,
Guess what,I fail,
By getting a D7 for my Maths,
But at least I did tried my best to do it,
Using every minutes and seconds of my life doing the Maths paper
Not trying to be happy but optimistic
Whatever the result was,
It cannot be changed,
Even thought there is a time machine in this world huh,
That cheating,
There is no way I will be doing that,
Anyway,let us not think about my Maths result,
Forgot to add on,
Back to school,
Peoples approaching me asking is Higher Nitec life good,
I answered better than Secondary School,
And too they ask me what course I am in,
Okay back to ITE life,
You will sure be asking me about life in ITE Higher Nitec course huh,
Enjoying the life there so far,
It was like slacking there,
And of course it's fun,
I heard that for PE we will be having Inline skate and so on,
And also we have field trip to learn about other culture and stuff,
Heard that we are going to Pulau Ubin and Kampong Glam,
And not to mention about the finale which is the camp,
Hope to have fun ya,
Should stop blogging even though school starts late tomorrow,
Bye.
Oh ya Forgot to mention,
For those choosing Higher Nitec Course,
Come for MUC(Mobile Unified Communication),
New Course, Good pay,Haha
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2009-12-30T22:42:00.004+08:00

Don't know why I could get so depress lately,
Maybe it all this stress I get since Secondary 1,
I was a study freak,
No matter how people call me,
I couldn't heard them or rather wanting to answer them,
Recently,felt distracted,
But don't know why?
I want to find out of what is the main thing that trigger it in my life,
Every time when I get flare up,
I cannot stop crying,
But rather it makes me more tired,
I just when on to facebook and put this in,
Don't no why,suddenly don't want to appeal for Biotechnology.Wanting to learn Mobile Unified Communication.Why?Why when I have this decision I suddenly felt a rage trying to blow off from me why? Seriously I need to see a overcome my depressiveness.
But really I wish I could have known how to solve it,
But listening to Mozart pieces let me calm down,
Maybe I should try the Classical music treatment myself,
By the way,
This year gonna end soon,
Brought alot of thing this vacation,
Total brought 2pairs of shoes,
5 pairs of jeans,
Reborn my hair,
And alot more,
But I want to change my emotional problem by this year,
I don't want to bring this rage to ITE and meet new friends,
Never mind post till here for today
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2009-12-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

N'Level result finally out,guess wad I've pass.
To my surprise, POA,English and CH passed,did not really expect.
Okay here is my grades,from the not so good ones to the good ones,
Grade 5 ( Principles Of Accounts and Combined Humanities)
Grade 4 (English and Science)
Grade 3 (Mathematics and Chinese)
Quite disappointed that Science did not manage to get a 3 and above.
Total point for actual N'Level:19
Finally met the criteria for Higher Nitec
(P.S. Did not really want to get into Secondary5,afraid that will be failing and drop back to ITE )

My Higher Nitec choices:

Biotechnology (OFFERED IN SIMEI)
Chemical Technology (OFFERED IN SIMEI)
Mobile Unified Communication (OFFERED IN MacPherson)
Information System Quality (OFFERED IN MacPherson)
Business Information Systems (OFFERED IN SIMEI)
Wireless Technology (OFFERED IN SIMEI)
Security System Integration (OFFERED IN DOVER)
Games Design & Development (OFFERED IN MacPherson)
Network Security Technology (OFFERED IN SIMEI & DOVER)Choosen Dover
Facility System Design/Process Plant Design/Offshore & Marine Engineering Design (OFFERED IN TAMPINES)

Now Just need to wait for what course I could go in out of this 10.

It out on December 28, 2009 on 9am.

This means 10 more days.

The year is going to end soon.

A new year is going to begin.

New adventures,new life,new me.

No matter it a pass or a fail,

Life goes on,

I am grad that I've could pass.

Hard work finally pays off,

No matter where people were going,

There is still a place for them,

Whether if you like it or not,

Its life.

When the time when I was going to school,

I did not felt nervous,

But when its going to be my turn,

I starting to felt like wanting to run away,

Afraid to face the reality.

But when its my turn,

Mdm Valar lift up her hand,

Structuring like going to shake hand with me,

But really she was,

She told me,

I know you could make it,

She even asked me if I want to go sec5,

I told her I don't intent to,

So she say me again what course I wanted to go in to,

I told her Biotechnology,

She also recommend me to opt for Nursing and Business course.

But those were not my interest.

So I went along and chose,

First 2 were applied sciences,

No.3-8 were Electronics And Info-Comm Technology,

Last 2 were Engineering,

Although I am filled with both happy and regret,

It still worth celebrating for a success in my secondary life.
Going to rest for work tomorrow.
Good Nite

~sign off~*Flying Away*

2009-12-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

Just pass 12 midnight
This means 2 more days till result is out
Tomorrow having BBQ in ECP
This week of from Mon-Fri
Sat-Sun off
Schedule dunno yet so dunno exact time
Gonna to chat wif friends now
~sign off~*Flying Away*

Mario Comedy 3

2009-12-08T03:20:00.005+08:00

Mario Comedy

2009-12-08T03:20:00.003+08:00

Cute kitty surprised

2009-12-08T03:20:00.001+08:00

super michael jackson bros

2009-12-08T02:45:00.001+08:00

Obama vs Mccain

2009-12-08T02:41:00.001+08:00

Wild Michael Jackson Appeared!

2009-12-08T02:39:00.001+08:00

nice one dude!

2009-10-31T01:28:00.000+08:00

Went to Night Safari today,
It not that scary this year as we hit the rain today,
Overall it not fun,
Seniors went because of the Horror Tram,
We wanted to scare the junior,
To us it might be the last year in Sembawang,
As a CCA group,
During the long wait for the ride,
We were starving,
But I am touch as we were able to share food,
No matter how rich or how poor we are just now,
How hungry we are,
We actually share the amount of food we have,
It like when you are hungry and I gave you food,
Likewise if I am hungry,
Although we miss the screaming fun,
The fun of horror,
We were bonding together,
This might be my last trip wiith my juniors,
But the good things is we can actually call and meet out for trips,
Love you guys,
It have been such a long time where we actually been together after I stepped down,
And I promise that I will try and call you guys out to meet ya,
Love you guys,Especially to the Sec1 Mediacomm juniors'09,
You will be remembered in my heart,
Best Wishes to you guys,

2 new girls into the Toh family

2009-10-13T01:32:00.000+08:00

My hamsters

~sign off~*Flying Away*

DZ - Super Maple Bros 2

2009-10-02T02:02:00.001+08:00

LOL ! MAPLE MARIO PART 2~

DZ - Super Maple Bros

2009-10-02T02:01:00.001+08:00

LOL MAPLE MARIO PART 1

2009-09-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

Just 4 more school days till I graduate,
9 more days till Science and history,
10 more days till N Maths Paper 1,
11 more days till follow up with doctor,
12 more days till N Maths Paper 2,
16 more days till POA Papers,
Just 16 more days,
I know I can do it,
After that I will finish my N'Level life,
After that,
31 more days till my E Maths Paper 1,
32 more days till my E Maths Paper 2,
After that I could go to work and my my own free life,
Blogging about this made me think about my 4 years life in the school,
Think of every particular teacher teachers that I have,
I cannot forget about what each teacher teach me in school,
Although this 4 years were not an easy one,
But it let me remember about how I struggle thought,
The pain I have,
And the knowledge that I have gain,
Every different event that I have took part in,
Every sad and happy moment,
Every heartening moment,
Thinking of this,
I felt that I will miss the school more,
This school made me feels home,
It makes me feel that every teacher are just like my parents,
Yesterday, I just took back all my Preliminary result,
I felt both happy and sad,
I just pass almost all my subjects,
But will it bring me nearer to Higher Nitec,
I asked myself,
Although teacher set the paper harder this time,
I felt that N'Level should be easier,
But making me belief in all this lies is not useful,
I tell myself that as long that I have put my heart into my studies,
That could be enough,
But it could not bring me to a higher level,
So what if I have pass all my subjects,
They are all only a just pass,
Which cannot bring me to anywhere,
Now I do not which to force myself to study and study,
But at the same time,
I wish to have fun,
So it will not make me become too stress and fall sick,
Jiayouu for N'level bahh

~sign off~*Flying Away*

2009-09-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

Dinner Time soon...
I am getting bored,
I felt that I should do something but not sure what I could do,
I have a feeling that I will not get the top for my science,
Have a feeling of failing my N'Level English.
Have a feeling of can't get into Higher Nitec.
I knew that study can't be last minutes,
But what can I do?
I almost complete my Secondary4 life,
But would not want to regret,
Maybe just tolerate for just 1 month,
And i could just break free,
To enjoy my holiday,
I know that right now I should study,
But it just so boring,
Knowing that it is possible,
I could push myself further,
But I am trying not to push myself to hard,
Or I will turn mad,
Knowing that by pushing myself too hard,
Will affect the recovery of my hand,
What should I do?
It just the last lap,
Before the finishing line,
If I give up right now,
I am wasting this four years,
I do not want it to go to waste,
This four years thing have change alot,
From Archery I gain alot,
But it started the pain that I have from the old injury,
10 years have past,
Looking at the scar,
Reminds how playful I am,
Especially when I was young,
Sorry that I have cause too much trouble,
All this troubles causes you all to worry,
The reason I cried is not to get attention,
But it because I have a heart to change myself,
To a better me,
People said that I am soft hearted,
I do agree,
I do understands that the lectures that parents gave,
Are to make me a better person,
They want us to change and become better,
Just that we do not understands,
Mom, I am sorry that I have made you worry all the time,
I knew that every time i when back late,
you get worry,worry about the danger that I was about to face,
Mom, I know that you care about me,
Without giving me too much pressure,
Trusting me that I will not turn bad,
But you must understand that I want my friends to change,
From good to bad,
I know that you do not want me to turn bad,
But if I want to turn bad,
I will eventually,
Mom, I know that I am just abit boyish,
Just because I hate whiners,
And just girls whin a lot,
Even time when my arm hurt,
I did not complain,
Just because I do not want you to worry,
I cried because I am worry about the condition of my hand,
Especially when my whole palm get numb,
Especially thinking that I will lost this hand,

因为我真得很担心，
我的手会带给了你麻烦，
平不是我不要说，
但我不想要你担心，
因为你实在太忙碌，
我知道你担心，
我才不告诉你，
妈，你真的好伟大。
你是我心目中的好榜样。
你想办法不让我受到压力，
让我开心快乐，
想办法让我得到最好的，
妈，我真得很对不起，
不是特意要瞒阻你，
不把心事说出来，
可是我不喜欢把自己的心事用话说出来，
而习惯在布落格（blog）表达自己的心事。
妈，对不起。

Yesterday, I had a sleepless night,
Because my hand hurt,
I was thinking about a lot of things,
That makes me so tired,
I regretted that I had fracture this hand,
That had recently brought me to a lot of problem,
I do understand that my act makes me offend a lot of people,
Because of my hand,
A lot of teacher now care about me,
Even Mrs Raja,my school principal.
This had almost turn me into a teacher's pet,
Because I am curious to learn,
Especially to learn in school,
A lot of people might thing that I am easy-going,
This is just because I want to make myself happy,
In order for this to happen,
I do a lot of voluntary work outside,
That make me came home late,
I know that there a room in my heart for people who needs it,
Although my homework is not very good,
Especially in language,
I want to help more people,
Especially people that had suffer in war,
Because of this,
This dream urge me to become a photographer,
But this will remains a dream,
A dream that it will not to be fulfill,
Until my hand have fully recover,
I always had wanted to travel around the world,
To help people in need,
I also idolize those people,
Even though they are unfortunate,
They still can smile on their face,
This is what I always wanted,
I want to learn about the sprites that they had,
To be happy always,
Just because that I am soft hearted,
I will cry,
I want myself to be strong once again,
I know I will succeeds.

Off for dinner
Will continued once free.

~sign off~*Eating Away*

2009-09-18T14:04:00.001+08:00

Its been long that I have not been updating my blog since the last exam.
Preliminary Exams are finally over.
1 more month to N'Level.
I just need to tolerate for 1 more month just to break free.
Next paper was in 5th October which will be my Science and History.
Over the holiday which was no a good one, I have just finish my English ,Chinese and Social Studies.
Which have to say it was not an easy one.
Luckily just on my birthday, there is no exam which had continue my 4 days break.
During that holiday i wish it will be a fruitful one.
I must pass my English,Maths and Sciences for this Exam.
I gotta get busy with my studies and find out more about applied science courses from friends.
Have been wanting to take up science course since i am interested in science.
But just this 2 days,I have been too tired,wanting a rest from exam.
Gotta have my lunch !
~sign off~*Munching Away*

Wonder Girls - Nobody (Acoustic Cover) - 3.1.09

2009-07-17T17:23:00.001+08:00

WORTH LISTENING

2009-06-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

Today was relatively sick as i did not go for remedial this morning,
i actually have maths and English to attend,
but when i woke up i felt dizzy felt like going to faint,
that headache was the worst that i had,
so i ate pills and went back to sleep,
I woke up about 10.30am tot i was like 7 in the morning,
as the air at home was cooling and my bed does not felt warm too,
I think i have a bad headache because of yesterday morning drizzle,
my hand was relatively hurt in the morning too,
yesterday after that morning remedial,
i when to sun plaza with jieying,chen fei,andrew and xue li,
andrew and chen fei are having prata in ah mei cafe,
seat there and chat with them,
after that wait there for my junior yohinee at kfc,
seated down there for about half an hour,
she arrived then have buddy meal,
walk back to school again for the cca bbq briefing,
o.o i hear something about sabotaging,
shall skip that part,
but before that,Farhana share about her real life story,
she even encourage the junior too,
her story was indeed encouraging,
hope it really when in to my junior heart,
and they remember our their heroine in mediacomm,
okay meeting end,
talk to desmond and yong jie about the "my pledge" competition,
promise myself it the really really last video that i must do,
let it be the last okay,
i must really study well for my n'level,
17th having a cca bbq,
back to talking on mediacomm stuff,
when desmond walk back home,
i walk to sun plaza,
saw yohinee and maisarah,
walk together,
wanted yohinee to join badly,
but she need to pack her bag for today,
she in Australia now,
wooh so cold,
nvm me and maisarah when to fairprice instead,
we when to check the price of the bbq items and we have alot fun,
shall skip,
reach home,
oh ya 17th jieying birthday,
happy advance birthday,
sian tomorrow still got chemistry class,
lets hope it will not be boring.
need to sleep le bye
~sign off~*Snoring Away*

2009-05-21T17:39:00.002+08:00

Felt like crying
POA Failed
Maths Failed
English Failed
Where did all my effort go to
Why do i flung all my subject
So wad if I study it does not make a different anyway
What for stressing my result
What the use of stressing exam have over
I think I really want to quit school
So what that i passed my science with flying colors
It does not make me to be the best in my subject
Even I put in the 100.00% of effort, My maths teacher and POA teacher did not see it
So what
Really really angry le
I wish that I really really in Normal Technical.
I doesn't need to stress so much
I could even pass with flying colors
The whole class only me have the effort to make a word bank book
What the Fuck i still end up failing
I told myself girl if you cry , the day gonna be worst
I really wish exam do not exist in this world
Especially in life ,how i could wish that only video games are available
But without the work and effort done,could the technology in this particular world exist
The hell fuck no
How I wish that school,work,exam,test would not exist
Not matter how smart a person may seem
They could not want to have stress
How I wish that i Pass my prelim with flying colors and the plane will crash in London and my O'Level + N'Level mark will pass
I still prefer the past when we are just babies,theres no stress
Or even travel back in time to our great grandpa period
There no stress
I am too stress
I can help it anymore
All reflected in my face was mock paper, tons and tons of mock paper.
Do exam really reflected in our coffin when we die DO THEY.
Hell No!
Tears start flowing down through my cheek.
The gloomy weather makes me want to cry more

~sign off~*Flying Away*

2009-05-18T19:32:00.002+08:00

It been long long time seen i have updated my blog
Template changed
Left 2 more paper to take tomorrow
POA P1 and chemistry
Wednesday dunnid go school coz no paper
Others papers was relatively easy
sian today maths paper dod not do 3 question
POA dunno wads General Journal
Ok need to study bye
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2009-02-14T20:49:00.001+08:00

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played back
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2009-02-05T15:52:00.002+08:00

Today....
Yay no Chemistry and English Test.... Chemistry was postpone to Next Tuesday due to the dicussion today.
English .... Today Miss Rita did not come
Total for today free period same as yesterday =3
thats equal to 2hr 15mins
Fuck this means i wasted 2hrs15mins*2 that equal to 4hrs30mins
Sian now days, life spend in school is really long and I WANT TO LEARN....N'LEVEL THIS YEAR!
POA sian do trading p&l and balance sheet somemore Mdm Khoo is not at school ...
wonder today go school for wad must how slack at home
today hust only 2 period...
shall skip
On the way back to home...
Just Reach my block I saw Police Car and Fire Engine...
Wonder what happen so just when for a look...
With alot of people downstair,
So join the crowd.
My neighbour house had caught fire...
Than i go ask my friend mother if her house KENA fire
she say no (3rd floor)
Okay when back down ...
Saw Jamie Explain to her wad happen..
Saw my bro outside shop buying biscult
Saw Edmund Talk alot with him
When back home..
Now blogging Time now is 4.10pm
that all folks
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2009-02-04T21:05:00.002+08:00

Kk! Miss Me? sorry for not updating for such a long time!
Because been very busy these day as you know my N'Level this year!!!
But N'level are not here I am feeling the stress already..
This few days has been TEST TEST TEST...
U see how I been feeling the stress ya noe
Today Maths Test was manageable hehe ... Dunno get how much..
Yesterday actually got Chemistry test but Mr Tan did not come.... Postpone to tomorrow
Tomorrow ...Ermm Chemistry and English
Friday .. English test continues
Next Monday.. Chinese Class Test N'Level Standard
U see how busy am I these days...
This Monday, Physics is relatively ok... Hope get high marks
Woohoo ! This Sunday, My Bro can finally attend swimming lesson... Not bening force,his own will
NVM.. will post more soon
Guys that for now today
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2009-01-02T14:44:00.002+08:00

Yeah ! today finally school starts
went to school with kai qing and kah hui
came home with them too
kai qing go home first while me and kah hui go eat
then came home
in school listen to teachers , discipline master and many more nag
came up is mot what i expected .
my form teacher no longer miss tan so sad
then mr tan and mdm valar take over so sad ..
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-12-08T17:53:00.001+08:00

k back from Malaysia just now
had haircut and reborned
aunt just lend me a nokia 3250
just quarrel with my bro because of game
like new hairstyle and hate my bro now!!!
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-12-04T16:03:00.002+08:00

It BEEN LONG Since i last post
Over the days....
-Fixed 2 of my computer
-baked cake
-sleep
-play
-cycling
-watch tv
and my more
of course not to forget k-poing others blog
coz 我真得很无聊
nvm
to lazy to blog
21 more days to Christmas
27 more days to a brand new year
anyway school holiday going to end soon sobz
for this year primary6 student
14 more days for you to know what school you in
Happy ?Excited?
15 more days to go to the new world (NEW SCHOOL)
with now nothing to post
buaii~~
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-26T12:50:00.002+08:00

Back from KL just 2 days ago ...
went Genting , Sungei Wang
the clothes there are damm pretty
brought 2 shoes NIKE and PUMA de...
like them all
siann nothing to post liao
so is lazy time dun wan post liao until got more to post
okkies byee
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-19T04:47:00.000+08:00

okay sorry about not updated in this blog as i am busy with nothing
just lazy to post as holiday is full of boringless
post more when back from KL
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

Today swimming okay la
Freestyle again ....
Almost master the breathing part
Breast Stoke okay le
Only Problem with my freestyle is my leg cannot straighten while kicking
dunno how to pass my January Test
All i have to do is extra practice
wish that can go wild wild wet some day
this holiday lah not school reopen
because got N'Level next year
Damm nervous
Think cannot cope with the stress
Hope can justify my problem in Maths
and to endeavor to pass maths
this time must really really pass
coz i am afraid that i might go ITE
so it about during the September onward i will not be online
might be awhile but not for long
Next week go Kular Lumpur (KL) Shopping
the only thing i could do is by swimming i guess
hope i could go up to Secondary 5 than go Polytecnic
i must really strive and improve
FOR THOSE TAKING PSLE RESULT ON THE COMING THURSDAY GOOD LUCK !!!
REMEMBER DON'T CRY U WILL SEE YOUR FRIEND DE AND DUN BE NERVOUS
IF GET YOUR RESULT WHETHER GOOD OR BAD MUST TAG ME!!
I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU!
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-15T19:16:00.001+08:00

yay ! tomorrow swim swim
so fun haizz waiting for mummy to wake up to cook now bo liao nothing to do
sian
yay happy tomorrow swim swim
~sign off~*SwImMiNg Away*

2008-11-14T19:27:00.002+08:00

2day when to buy book at school
went to causeway point with Wayne
then go school wahh books total $93.85
quite cheap lah
coz every years $100+....
then happy loh
but also quite sian everyday
eat,sleep,play,hang cloth,sleep
like i am a useless person
never mind lah
at least got do something
haha tomorrow is the start of primary school holiday
wish you all have a happy holiday
and those having PSLE this year dun be nervous
those i know PSLE is once in a life time
and this decide which secondary school u go
try not to be nervous lah
Hope everyone got a happy holiday
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

2day go sembawang find jie ying
then ride bike there
reach there le
then saw band members going to sun plaza
then ride bike find her
found her le then go buy stiff
me ride bike back she walk to my house
then after that
teach her make video or rather powerpoint slide
then walk her to bus stop then wait for bus
go L&S Watch House
then go home
that all folk
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

sian cannot sleep
think got INSOMNIA so sad
play neopet thought is childish put for leisure
coz no game play le
anygame recommed ??
tag me
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-12T19:52:00.002+08:00

siann
today whole day nothing to do
as i say listen to jj lin song
then watch shin chan
nvm nothing to post le bb
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-12T14:02:00.000+08:00

I am too engross with JJ Lin new song now
back to blog later
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-11T19:46:00.001+08:00

yay! today finish hotshot le
damm nice
hotshot total got 16 episode
that makes it 16+hrs
damm nice
dreaming of my basketball skill is as skillful as them
wooh
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-10T20:34:00.000+08:00

Wahh today damm sian
at home do nothing but slack
use computer , play psp and watch tv
hot shot now really very hot
more to watch tomorrow
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-09T20:51:00.001+08:00

Today nothing much to post
when for swimming lesson
then go cold storage buy sushi
back to home le use computer a bit then sleep
then wake up til now eat fried rice and drank a can of green tea
after all today life is rather boring
now currently nothing to do
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-08T22:36:00.004+08:00

Yeahh~~~
Back from camp le
Camp damm fun
Especially Mount Faber Trip damm nice
I see Jeff Wang(王建復),Lee Teng (李腾),CHARLYN LIN (林翠芳) and the crew in Hort Park
2 Of my junior very lucky
they talk to Charlyn Lin
wahh so good!
Nvm back to school
dinner:kfc
Supper:Mcdonald
Breakfast:$2 Nasi Lemak and Milo
then breakfast le play bonding games
1st was the water bomb game
very nice as this game is adapted from this year CCA Leadership Camp
2nd game hahaha me junior help me wash hair wahaha then must collect Foam
3rd game netball with soccer at same time Adapted from last year CCA Leadership Camp
then finish le
go AVA present video to principle
finish le
at least my group at third
then go MCD have lunch
so fun
Love the camp

~sign off~*SwimmingAway*

2008-11-07T11:17:00.000+08:00

sian today camp le till tomorrow
going off for camp soon
hehehe
no more boredom
sian yesterday did not blog because being banned from using the computer that y today post back
kk signing off
~sign off~*CaMp CaMp and Away*

2008-11-05T20:03:00.001+08:00

Haizz...~~
Today wait foe Wei Hao at Ang Mo Kio
Then wait for abt 30mins...
Did Not see him
Then go causewaypoint myself
Go there buy sushi then when home
Reach home le
See Teck Ching at my house
Then watch HOT SHOT
Damm Nice
Show Luo really handsome
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

Today haiz.....
collect salary from Mr Lim
than go back saw Afiq JayRunning instead of Jaywalking
he say he rushing for time
then nvm mind that go my blog c got ppl say i scold Jiayi woor
dun even know who she is still being scolded
even thought i scold her okay lah i was in the wrong
she noe i lost my hp still ask me sms hwee ling
then okay lah i am sorry for the wrong i scold jiayi
but seriously
people sometimes really got some misunderstanding mah
there is this saying call
must learn how to forgive and forget
even thought i noe that i am in the wrong
i have already forgot wad happen as i have a hard knock
i have forgot wad happen jiayi and i just now
and i am finding job on my own
i really regrated scolding her
all blame me .....
it was my fault
i should not have scold her
i noe my scolding was abit too harsh
but i am really sorry
pls forgive the misunderstanding between us
really i am very sorry
~sign off~*crying Away*

2008-11-03T18:20:00.000+08:00

2day morning got for math lesson ....
i though is 8am ...
then ask mr chong whether go up or not
then he say i thought i tell ur 9am
i say i confused than go cateen chat with the snack stall aunty
then 9 liao go lesson
lesson time---->almost sleep
lesson finish--->go play basketball
that time when me and jieying go watch them play basketball
we laugh alot
Mr Ong,Mr Chong,Andrew,Chen Fei,Sarjeev and Timomty were there
then the match finish le
go canteen buy drink and lack
then my life was full of boredom.....
HATE HOLIDAYS
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

yay!! today finally can do 2 type of free style le ...
1 is 2-1pull
the other is ....(dunno the name)
but one thing veri sianzz
January zzz Swimming Exam...
wan faint le
luckily Bronze 8 lap no timing
if not die like siao
nvm gtg le bb
~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-11-01T21:32:00.000+08:00

wahh sian now almost everyday slack at home
This holiday slack,sleep,eat,play,blog,camp,swim...
So Boring!!!!
somemore work only few days
dammm sian de
hehehe tomorrow swimming lesson
jus buy one jumper swimsuit today
damm expensive
cost $44.90
nvm gtg
bb all

~sign off~*SwIm SwIm AnD Away*

2008-10-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

hehe !! Back from camp 2days ago
Camp was fun better than last year de
last year haizz so tired and justin so strict
this year fun and dunnid scold my group coz we rule them
second day of the camp ... we got our camp tee the ex-student tee font red de
sec3(ours)Dark Blue
Sec1n2 Black
from far cannot differentiate the colour
then we when off for chicken run 1
first clue we got "capital of australia, monkey swinging" answer canberra park monkey bar
so we go there no ppl then search there the hut like they sun tan there then do jumping jet
second clue "BUS STOP" confirm opposite school de then c there is . so go there got one traffic jam game . 2ppl to one cone....
third clue"J" we thought is jelutong cc then c got instructor at hard court then got there the game need to stand n fold the cloth easy.
fourth clue "X*X*X=729"confirm find X 9*9*9=729... LOL Police centre...
c chey jelutong cc then play lower me down pole game...
back to school aiya thought first team.. then the first aid gor gor say got one more
fifth and the last clue "up up the story goes the starry star above"we heard ppl going to library lol MULTI STOREY CARPARK 1 guess haha coz the roof of car park is uncovered then can c stars at night go there solve sudoku then ran back to school....
back to school solve the math question. still got hope for first....
end up black eyed pea get 1st
nvm still get second
plan for the dance
cheer use the same
then have lunch
then deflate ballon some idoit burst ballon make us get pumping
then do for 15 mins
chicken run part2 haha damm boring de
dunwan say
then go hall arrange back table for o level
go AVA for competition
dance we act haizz
cheer goes "Backstreet Boys are ready
Backstreet Boys are smooth
Backstreet Boys will take control
And stomp over you!"
lol
4 line get first for cheer liao win $50 Gelare Voucle for whole group, 8 ppl
BTW I did not do pumping coz i cannot do haha
all the cheer are credit by ME!!

~sign off~*Flying Away*

2008-10-24T10:29:00.000+08:00

wooo!!! 2 nite go night safari think gonna have a good time cofirm tired de wooo!!!
sian 2morrow camp le nvm try to tahan haha wish everybody have a gd holiday!!~~
~sign off~

2008-10-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

hehee!! happy coz change background le
This is wad i gonna do to for next few days so !!!DO NOT DISTURB!!!
25THOctober~26THOctober----CCA Leadership Camp
29THOctober~30THOctober----Maths Lesson in school
7THNovember~8THNovember--CCA(Mediacomm camp)
~sign off~

Backstreet Boys

2008-10-23T21:38:00.001+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

2008-10-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

Sianzz the MT Paper 1 i damm easy but the history paper was difficult
haizz
How i wish i could pass all my result...
anyway muz jiayou till i oldnvm chonng arr

2008-10-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

Long time since i updated the last time that was May i think ??

Okay back to work next MONDAY .......

Maths Paper 2 , Chemistry
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tuesday.......

Ermm.... MT Paper 2 and POA paper 2 bahh
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Wednesday.......

Yeah!!! Physics (confident to get high mark)
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Thursday.....

Unfair the others student can dunnid to go school hate them (F&N/D&T/ART)
coz that day is POA paper 1... go school 1 hour only ... i dun wann go

2008-05-17T20:20:00.001+08:00

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2008-05-08T17:57:00.000+08:00

So sianzz my chinese composition write until 200++ words than the teacher say pens down stop writing..... arr sure lost alot of marks want... Must write 300 above .... sian the compositon 50 mark lehxx

Than the stupid Math Paper 1 .... Behind question NOT HUMAN DO WANT!!!!!!!! ...... Teacher never teach before than the question come out... But overall the Social Studies was easy ... Plus never study ... Coz Social Studies is about Singapore thats why no need to study......

Haiz back to today history ....
The SBQ question 1 so easy ... Coz teacher got give before ...

Sian tomorrow Math Paper 2 scared fail nia ....

..................................................Go To go Bye.............................................

Sian Exam Till Next tuesday

2008-05-06T08:11:00.000+08:00

Sianzz why must exam end next week why not end this week.....

My exam dates :
This WED(tomorrow) : Math P1,Social Studies
This THUR : MT P1 , History
This FRI : Math P2 , Physic
Next MON :MT P2 , Principle Of Account
Next TUES : Chemisty

2008-04-29T19:21:00.000+08:00

The pic above nice right ...
Drawn by my friend Azim from my school class 3A2
It was drawn during my school green bazaar (sec 3 get to sell things and raise money for old folk)
BTW .... I going to hate this friday as i have my ENGLISH paper

I hate ENGLISH it sux ...

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Going To Camp

2008-04-10T06:19:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is going to be a fun filled day for our school sec3 NA (Normal Academic) classes .
I going to be our camp.. Hurray! I'm excited ..
Can't even packed my back property . Last year the camp was fun and i can't wait for the camp this year.
Never mind I Got To Go to school for lesson .
Bye Bye!

2008-03-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

Aiya today so boring although today is Sunday....
All day doing project work .... sianz
Mother aiya go out to malaysia then come back on Tuesday morning.... go sweep my grandparent grave ... Left my father , brother and me at home...
Why so sian...
Want to play games also cannot ..
Nice right to picture beside
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